Strange days have found us
Something strange has been going on with me. Strange good, but strange. Things have been happening since the start of this year. I randomly said on New Years Eve that 2009 would be the year of truth and freedom. But turns out it wasn't random at all, it was prophetic. It's as if all of the good karma I've accumulated over my life is all being re payed and as though all of the shit I've been through is being made up for. And it's not even that mostly....I just feel different. I have such good luck it's scary. Luck that makes me feel like I'm being looked after. I don't know, this is making me sound crazy.

And I quit smoking just like THAT without any trace of a struggle. Then I decided to quit the sleeping pills I've been taking for close to 4 years and what happens? I just SLEEP, just like that. That doesn't happen to me, that has never happened to me. It's a good thing but it's kind of creeping me out.

Something is just going on, I can feel it.

I can go on and on and give examples of the weirdness but I think I'll keep it to myself. It all means a lot to me and makes life feel magical and sort of..mystical...but it also makes me sound crazy because no one believes in magic anymore. But I do, big time. Anyway :) If this is crazy then I love crazy.